Wishful Thinking

A little wishful thinking on my part. I love to imagine my "fairytale" wedding. Funny thing is I say all the time I'll just wear a sun dress and do it up bbq-style, but the deeper I dig for ideas...well, the more ideas I get. So,  I'm not sure this is turning out to be a good thing. Thougt I wanted a summer wedding, but I think I have a color picked out for each season. That Pantone got me all hyped about that 2011 Honeysuckle color, but I've found a few more favorites.

http://www.dessy.com/pantone/gallery/

This color scheme reminds me of my sisters wedding (spldbch.blogspot.com). It was beautiful.

I'm thinking the vintage style is more my speed, but I could incorporate some of the other colors. I see a trend in the warm palettes-- makes sense.

I needa...

This past year has brought a lot to my attention as a designer. I have no style, no distinct look, no niche in design. I had been lacking motivation to free design, because school had taken so much out of me. I was physically and mentally exhausted. However, now I am on my holiday break and have been applying for jobs, internships, reading blogs, visiting sites. I am doing the "designer thing." I am beginning to feel a bit of camaraderie  with those in my field. 

I have realized that opportunities are not going to fall into my lap and I have to work for them by testing the waters. I do what I know and play it safe when it comes to design, but I need to step outside the box. Maybe part of it is my lack of resources, but to acquire them, I have to be determined. I want to design with confidence.

I want to design and have no regrets. I need a niche.

A little taste: Communications Portfolio

Colors

So as a designer, color is important. The pantone color for 2010 was a teal color, which was absolutely beautiful and was used through out fashion design, advertisement design, and graphic design. The upcoming year beholds a new color- honey suckle. Hmmm..... what do with it? Just finding out how much inspiration you can get from colors alone.
COLORS!

Rush Campaign

This was my design for a group campaign. We had four all together. Rush is a non-existent laundry detergent that we created for my copywriting class.

Discovery

As a creative person I have always been into the arts. I always thought that my passion for fine arts and visual arts was enough for me. I only have one year left of school until I have my Associates Degree in Graphic Design with a specialization in Advertising. I don't know that advertising was ever exactly my forte. I was never really an advertising or sales personality, but have worked in customer service so I understand what it means to satisfy the customer. Then, well the design aspect I'm sure you can understand. Ultimately, Graphic Design sounds perfect for me, right? Well yes, but what if I was the writer, as well?
I think creative writing has always been a hidden talent of mine. Until just recently I had no idea that it actually existed in the field I was in, but someone has to write the design of the ad. So now, I am interested in what that has to offer for me and am wondering if I should stick around to find out. The downside of things is that I would be stuck where I am possibly for another two or more years. I could possibly transfer to a four-year university, then finish my major in Graphic Design, and minor in Copy writing. After starting this summer class with Mrs. Susan Fay, I had no idea how much I would enjoy writing ads. However, I am just taken away by it. I have never been so excited about going to class. It seems that I would be more valuable in my industry if I could in fact write the commercials and ads and design them as well. I would be the package deal.
Yes, I think I have found something that has re-connected my creative wires!
I believe this is the birth of a new passion!

Decisions

Wait or keep going?
I have been on a mission to finish my Associates Degree in Graphic Design, but now I am torn. I am faced with this very life altering decision. I guess I am hoping that an answer will just fall from the sky into my lap so I won't actually have to search for it myself. So Mom calls me the other day and informs me that I might actually have the opportunity to go to a four year university. Not only that, but an art university-Virginia Commonwealth University.

Someone might ask, "so what's the dilemma here? That's great!" Well, yes. However, I am not fresh out of high school, nor am I very young, and I do not particularly like Richmond. No offense to the capitol. I have no desire to live in an inland city. I love living close to the coast.

No. That is not my only argument. I have continually debated the fact that I could just "suck it up." Unfortunately, I have not had very pleasant experiences there and would have never considered moving there. VCU is a wonderful school. My sister even an alumni. It is even considered one of the top art schools in the country. I am just not sure it is the school for me.

Furthermore, it has always been my dream to go to SCAD- Savannah School of Art and Design, in Georgia. SCAD is located right on the coast, which is just my style. There is just something about Georgia. So, why not go? MONEY! It's out of state.

Finally, I am extremely terrified. I lack confidence, skills, money, security, friends, etc. What is a little country girl like me, who has always "just made it," going to do alone in that big scary city?

Using What I Have Learned

It's been a while since I've written anything, but it has been one crazy semester. I have learned so much in Typography, Art History, and Marketing, but now that we're close to the end I don't have a lot of time to do any extra curricular activities. I'm actually excited to say that today I got my first real design job. However, I am having such a hard time remembering a lot of what I learned last semester. Fortunately, I kept the books to the programs. I think reality has hit me. I'm actually terrified to do this job, but why? It's normal to be nervous. It's like the first day on the job. Not only that, the job is for a company I have worked with for over five years. I should actually feel confident. I think it's just one of those instances where the anxiety gets so unbearable that it will not go away until the job is complete. I have to accept that all though I have learned the skills that qualify me for the job, I am still in a remedial stage. Instant gratification can not happen this time. Now that I have the resources I must use them.

Collaboration

Bouncing ideas, brainstorming, conspiring, it's all Collaboration! Call it what you want. It is essential in design, or any line of work. Creative people need creative people just as intellectual people need intellectual people, and so on. People need people. It's a network.

I was discussing this with a close artist friend recently. She made references to her college experience and how it was so inspirational to be around other artists. This is true. We need to talk about our ideas and get feed back, or criticism as I am reluctant to say. My Art History professor also made a statement that I think indirectly associates with collaborating. He says, "How can you call yourself original when you define yourself by the material things you consume?" What I took from this is, you can not possibly create without first admiring or studying other creations. I am not going to create something that has not already been attempted or thought of, at the least. It just is not possible when you are in a world where styles are recycled and work is recreated. What I can do is take from it what I wish, but without using the same idea. I have to make it my own.

In summary, I must collaborate and network. I also have to utilize my surroundings and surround myself with inspiration and inspirational people.

We create ideas from other creations.
Collaborate!

Critics

Critiquing can seem to be a very intimidating word, but it is vital when producing work. Fear is not an emotion one wants to experience during a critique, but it is inevitable. There is that famous saying that you are your own worst critic. Is that why the fear factor exists? I have realized my lack of confidence has modeled me to be horrible at accepting criticism. I understand that the definition of the word does not exactly mean anything negative, but it is judgment. Judgment of my work, but because I am attached to my work I always feel like the critic is judging me. Whenever I hand my work to someone I project my insecurities to their critical analysis. My confidence is in the hands of my critic. Overall, I feel like I have failed and consequently criticize my critic. I have to accept the fact that if I want to improve my work, I must know how my audience/client feels about it. I also have to convince myself that if it is not exactly right the first time, that there is always a second chance. My ultimate goal is to accept criticism for what it really is, help.
Do not criticize your critics.

Conceptualizing

As most of you may know, you should never begin a project without first planning it. This is what I call conceptualizing. For weeks I have had this swarm of awesome design ideas in my head, but for some reason I can not seem to make them come to life. Of course I know that nothing just happens, or that the design will magically appear on paper or on screen. What I have come to realize is that I lack the tools and motivation.
I ask myself, "Where do I get these things?" This is the unknown. I have these concepts, but no visuals, no notes, no skills! Duh, I am still learning. I go back and forth with the reality that in order to make these magnificent ideas into actual designs, I have to ask questions. Not only do I have to ask myself these questions, but my peers, my classmates, and my readers.
I think my biggest fear with design is that I will not be able to convey to my audience what I see in my head.
Conceptualizing is a way for me to overcome my fears. If I plan it, write it down when I first think of it, and draw it out on paper first, only then can I acquire the motivation. After first doing that, then I can just break out the books to also acquire the tools. The skills are something that I already have! So there, I have attempted to pacify myself with my own answers to these questions. I just have to keep reminding myself- I can not start in the middle if there is never a beginning-CONCEPTUALIZE!

Typography Design Problems

I am writing blog number two on little to no sleep last night. With what little sleep I got, I dreamed about Typography. Most designers or design students pro



bably already know what this is, but for those who do not, let me fill you in. Typography is learning how to design with type. Simple, you say? No, not really. I never knew how important the bracket on serif was, or the stress of letters 'e' or 'a'. These are things nobody really thinks about while reading. Type actually plays a very significant role in design and when trying to portray a particular message in your work.
A little lesson I have learned is that if you research the typeface and learn its characteristics, then you can use it in reference to your work. Another lesson I learned is if you stress type enough it is stuck in your sub conscience. This brings me back to the root of my dream, Design Problem number two. My professor, hands us our second project for mounting...
Design Problem: Balance/Meaning
"Balance is a fundamental human condition. We seek balance among the many facets of or personal and professional lives."
"In design, balance anchors and activates elements in space. Relationships among elements on the page or screen remind us of physical relationships."

Here is what I understand, but can not seem to produce on screeen....

"A symmetrical design is inherently stable. Yet balance need not be static"- my dream

Design Problem:
In two compositions, explore visual balance while arranging a word to express its meaning. Consider how symmetrical/asymmetrical balance will impact the expression of meaning.

You may vary the size, spacing, placement and orientation of the letters.

Of course there was more to the whole assignment, but you get the idea. So here I am waking up 1:00am, 2:00am, etc. I realized I was really sweating this design problem. After brainstorming and thumbnailing, I had nothing! It was not until my very brief dream that I realized... "Use what you got."
I understood the problem, I was just wrestling with making it one of my best instead of sticking to An Incomplete Manifesto for Growth #2 Forget about good. Needless to say, I completed the assignment as per guidelines and I had to get over my fear of it not being good.
"Good" is by my standards.

Katographx Intro

Here it is, my very first blog! I am extremely excited to intoduce my readers to Katographx. This blog will be about my exploration of design while I attend TCC. Join me on my journey. This is where you will see my questions, my concerns, my trials, my errors, my class experiences, my bad days, my everything! This blog was created in hopes to network and collaborate with others who have similar interests. Feel free to input and comment as you wish.

This is the birth of Katographx, which I hope will someday be my own design company.